so yet again, i am faced with many questions. somedays i hate facebook, my therapist was right, what happened to the days where you didn't know what your ex was up too, their business was not in your face. It is my fault he is in my face because im too nice and too curious to delete his faceboook off my account. so it is my fault. He was done with me in that way so its easy for him to see my business, but for me not so much. I don't know if he has a gf, i dont know if he just as a friend thats a girl. I aint gonna lie, it still stings like a mutha fucka but at least im not crying about it. Im like get it over Jen, yes i said jen, its been almost like two years, well it will be in november. why can't you just say fuck him and say he lost a good thing when he had it? right just keep going on with that saying. Fuck him and his skinny ass big haired ugly self. shit like i have enough confusion in my life about feelings. FUCKING GET OVER HIS ASS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! im fucking tired of thinking about him and missing him and fucking worried about his dayam ugggglyy ugggly love life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET over him now...
so lord please let me forget him or at least forget the feelings,
i love you
thank you,
id appreciate greatly
