so I sit here intoxicated and ponder on thoughts,
why can't I have what I want fall into my lap? even as bad as it would be for me, to the bone, I know what is best for me. But at times, it conflicts with what i really want? Maybe its just a sign from god to tell me that there are things better for me. Maybe I am just drunk, Maybe I am getting ahead of myself, Maybe I am too emotional. @times i just wish i wasn't so emo, I just wish I was who I portray, a funny girl with nothing to lose and who could care less, I am not that person, i care too much and i love too much. I dont know even know what to say, i cant explain how i feel, right now i feel lonely and can't say why. a good cry right now will be good....
tommorrow will be a good day.
pointless blog but it means something to me.
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